Letter to my angel….
I don’t know why…
I’ll never know why…
I don’t have to know why…
I don’t like it…
I don’t have to like it…
What I do have to do is make a choice about my living.
What I do want to do is to accept it and go on living.
The choice is mine.
I can go on living, valuing every moment in a way I never did before,
Or I can be destroyed by it and in turn, destroy others.
I thought I was immortal, that my family and friends were also,
That tragedy happened only to others…
But I know now that life is tenuous and valuable.
And I choose to go on living, making the most of the time I have,
Valuing my family and friends in a way I never experienced before
<3 Julius I miss you more than anything when you were taken away from me a part of me died but I was blessed with a strong drive to fight harder and leave everyday as if it were my last. I love you more than anything always have always will I can’t wait till the day I can see your face again. I used to fear death but not anymore I now look at it as a chance to be with you again. I miss you so much nothing will ever fill this void and the memories we have are only the half of it I love you and my you my angel. I can’t wait till the day I see you again! I LOVE YOU!
